Saturday, October 27, 2007
I think I'm in serious need of help! I'm having more and more mood swings lately and I have no idea why. It's getting out of control. I've been suddenly happy and suddenly angry over nothing. I get pissed off and unhappy easily... And it seems to be getting worse and worse as the days go by... I sure hope its temporary...cos I think I'm starting at annoy people around me and annoy myself as I go along. I just got angry over some small thing and showed a black face at my frens... I'm so sorry! Seriously, what the heck is wrong with me? Somehow, I feel like I am not really me again. I dun wan it to get serious... Oh man, now i dunno what's going on anymore... Is it just stress? Oh shoot! Exams coming liao leh... Maybe I shld just stay at home so that I dun snap at people... But I dun wanna go home... I feel so free in hall... I need some help!! Can someone tell me what's going on??
*I feel so scared of my own mood and myself now...*
12:31 AM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
I have been "ROBBED"!!!!! Wahahaha.... usually we wouldn't be so happy when u get robbed, budden i wasn't really robbed lah... haha...
It was early morning on the 23rd Oct 07 and I heard a voice calling out my name from nowhere... Gave me a shock since I would not be expecting anyone who noes me to be awake and looking for me at that time of the day... And I see the birthday boy of the day walking towards me and my roomie with this sheepish grin across the face... So naturally, I would extend my congratulations with a handshake...
"eh... 我需要去你們的房間一下下..."
Huh?? Wat for...? Thinking that our poor boy is going through another 'traditional hall bdae' saboh-ing, me and my roomie agreed...
"我是來偷禮物的! 哈哈... 因為你有在 MSN wish 我 Happy birthday... 要記得你們, so 要來偷 '禮物' for souvenir...哈哈哈"
HAH??? Wah! It was the 1st time I heard this haha... It was something to represent us lah... so we went through the room ( and was commented that it's kinda 'empty' for a room 2 gals staying in to be like... hahha... i agree...) Since bdae boy said so, I contributed my deck of 'legendary' (well, at least to my usual group of friends who has been using them quite a lot haha....) " Cream on the Rocks" poker cards with complimentary bdae greeting from me on the Ace Spade...
My dear roomie was so enjoying the whole show while playing with her hamster and THEN... she let slip of a bdae greeting before our bdae boy was off to his next 'victim'... and Aha!! she presented a plasticine kit toy as souvenir! Wahaha.... as our happy boy leaves, armed with 2 new 'loot' and off to his next target... My roomie and I were laughing in bewilderment and amusement... Hope my deck is gonna be happy with its new 主人! Aiyah... forgot to take a pic of it! O.o
So here's a Happy Birthday again to KingMan! U sure had a good haul! (hope u dun read this in time =P i got no more loot for u hahaha.....)
*Bdae Encounter of another Kind =P*
11:09 AM
Saturday, October 20, 2007
4am in the morning and i'm still awake... Trying very hard to do my revision. Its nice to be awake at this time, very quiet surrounding in hall. Nice to study, while listening to some of my favourite music. And good to think things through by myself... I'm so happy to have so many good friends around me and supporting me when I need it the most. Thank you all... You know who u r and I really treasure each and every one of U...
3:58 AM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
My 1st blood donation experience! After 3 unsuccessful attempts to donate blood in TP, I had my 'first blood' in NTU donation drive. I like the arm band! Cool! Was so terrified while waiting with my friend... Both of us were shaking *almost*... But the thing is: it doesn't hurt at all. In fact, I can't feel anything at all during the process. So happy that I can do something to help finally!
4:55 PM
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Got myself to change my blog skin. I like this new one very much... Not really into cartoony types liao I suppose... Still kinda gloomy style, but cool isn't it? Exams coming in Nov and i'm still slacking around and not concentrating well. Gotta do something about that before I get horrible grades. Gotta prepare for 2 quizzes next week, econs and biology. Seems like both will be MCQs only. Hmm.. seems like a very long time that I had quiz that is in MCQ format. I thought all these will never be done in quizzes. All I can remember is that my quizzes in poly used to be all open ended at the very least.... Now I am a bit worried they are gonna be tricky!
Trying hard to meet up with as many friends as possible within these days. By next week I shld be in MIA mode... Must catch up with proj and revision. Marketing plan still havent finish yet! I'm so dead! Gotta rush it out before grp meeting tomorrow... Kinda hoping it will all be done by next week. Cant tahan group meetings anymore... I like the people but not the time i have to put aside for it. Kinda wanna sit in hall and just bury my nose in my revision. Getting exams jitters soon...
Still trying to figure out how to settle my own problem... Had a long ride today while going down to Eunos to find a friend. Had some quiet time to myself to think things through properly... Suddenly thought back of the past and of the things that happened... and somehow the solution just surfaced by itself... I dunno if how I have decided is the best way out, but that's my only way now... Exams first!
*Being so immersed in it that I forgot how painful it can be to fall out of it*
9:06 PM
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Feeling kinda sick... down wif fever last nite... Lucky today is much better after a good night's sleep! Just gotta take it easy today hahahaha....
Oh ya! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUZHEN!!!!!! Right on the actual day! So I will be seeing her tonite for dinner yummy!!!! We gonna have steak or something if i'm not wrong hahahha... havent had that for quite some time liao lor! But money also a bit tight since my hostel fees and school fees are due like by today! and i havent pay yet!!! O.o... Pls dun evict me hahahahaha....
12:58 PM
My 1st blood donation experience! After 3 unsuccessful attempts to donate blood in TP, I had my 'first blood' in NTU donation drive. I like the arm band! Cool! Was so terrified while waiting with my friend... Both of us were shaking *almost*... But the thing is: it doesn't hurt at all. In fact, I can't feel anything at all during the process. So happy that I can do something to help finally!