Saturday, May 26, 2007
Tired tired tired... 2 days of fun! wanted to continue blog after I got home but really got too tired... especially my feet... the dinner on thurs was a HUGE surprised planned by my colleagues! My twin was telling me how she and Ning was so on the verge of blurting it out to me... but managed to hold back. I let out a scream when i saw most of them sitting at Fish & Co. waiting for me and my twin to arrive... I was so puzzled why we could just walk right in and didn't need help to find a place to sit. And they got so many things planned out and I din even noe it at all! They made a puzzle for me with a group photo we took together and bought a bouquet of BLUE ROSES for me!!!!!! AHHHHH~~~~~ I LOVE IT!!!! My fave flower!!!!! I also got a very sweet card with all their blessings and good wishes for me.... I'm gonna miss them... The only drawback for that day was that I wore a new pair of pumps that totally killed my feet! Pain beyond words....
Today was my last day at work (strictly speaking should be yesterday lah...) and we went to eat lunch together as planned. Prob might be the last time I'm going to be eating there... then I went to get a cake for them to eat. Not too bad... it was chocolate with blueberries and marshmallows in it. I like it and i hope it was to their taste too... Then take photos and then its really goodbye for the last time as colleagues and perm stuff dere... but I'll be back. Promise... I'm gonna miss my twin and laughing with her, spending time together... I've got our group photo beside my computer... really nice picture...
To dear twin: Thank you for all the time spent together and the care you showed to me... I am really touched when u gave me the CD. I noe how long u spent saving up... And I really appreciate it very much... Thank you again so much.... I will visit and email u often to catch up... U take care of yourself and remember to take good care of your health too. Must eat regularly or yur tummy will hurt...
To all my colleagues: thank you for the surprise and presents. I like them a lot and will treasure them. Take care and hope to see u all soon too...
Then after work it was rushing off to eat Fish & Co again... And I ate the exact same food as yesterday... Somehow i only eat either NY fish & chip or seafood platter only... with lots of tartar sause! Yummy!!!! Then off shopping in Orchard... But today is midnight shopping day in orchard, so it was packed with people. Trying to find a place to chill out also difficult... In the end, had to take a bus down to Starbucks at PS. Lucky we managed to get a place to sit. Chat and drink till ard 11pm... Laugh until SZ almost puked her coffee out... talked about anything under the sun... So fun...
But since I've tendered officially, I've got to think about the next few years... Worried about the road in front of me... Am I making the right choice? I'm scared as I venture further on... but I must look forward and push forward... I cant afford to make a wrong move. Each and every step I make is like a step into unknown beyond... Its scary. Many obstacles also stand in front of me. I really dunno if I have the right amount of courage to move forward. I dun dare to think about the worst. Family and friends are my source of courage and energy. But I noe there are also many problems I have to face myself... I dun wanna let my parents worry for me. I've given enuff load to them and its time I carry my own. Sometimes it becomes too much for me to bear... I break down and become weak, but I noe I must pick myself up fast.. I do not have time to be fragile, mentally and emotionally. I do not have time for unnecessary loads that will pull me down and slow me down at this crossroad of my life... I can only pray for strength and courage... To excel and be free... To make my parents proud and to take care of them... I will move on... I noe I can...
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