Thursday, September 17, 2009
Its early in the morning and rain is pouring down outside, while i'm comfortably sitting in my hall room with the air con on. I can't seem to get to sleep with so much memories weighing on my mind. I'm already much better than what I was a month plus ago. I know that my space here is still very gloomy, with the stuff I'm writing. But this is what I wanna jot down...
Came across old photos and a very sweet note saved in my laptop. I already forgot this note actually existed... But its so typical of me to have saved the note down. It would have been so very meaningful... yet now, its like a knife cutting thru my heart... it was such a random note, but it showed so much love and sweetness...
Sometimes I wished that I can no longer feel anything for u... But each time, I get so affected by everything that has even the slightest link to u... I hate this side of me.
I hope tonight is not going to be another sleepless night... When u dun even care anymore...
2:31 AM
